i still blog here

ITS RAINING,and i love this earth,lets save it.....sigh......OK the worldly custom....HEY........so now i can do this,it feels new being here,ITS BEEN A WHILE since the last post.......and something dawned on me while i was having tea which tasted like some aliens piss,its was horrible,no that's not the point,the point is i just realised being happy is almost a compulsion.NO real think about it i mean,you do everything to be happy.......its like life isn't normal without"happiness".we have no regards for any emotion but happiness.You go through pain,just because you hope to find happiness ultimately.You actually do everything for it,its almost like a food web........or like the family tree ,only upside down.you know its amazing how we don't think about stupid things,we should....they could make your day.Like how two strangers come together,I DON'T MEAN JUST LOVERS,anyone.I sound like those drags right now who go like "isn't the human body such a mystery"...........but hey its quite true,I mean its all A trivial chemical reaction,but in the worldly sense its huge"LOVE,HATRED,AGONY"...i mean it lead to epics and tragedies...........like the butterfly effect..........yeah i love this term........sometimes i feel like a careless blogger,you know i don't feel any responsibility towards my readers,WHOA I'm no star blogger but then i know of people who don't blog cause they think "its not really worth a good read,what i have in mind",and mind it,it could take them months to come up with something good,BY THEIR STANDARDS.No they aren't wimps,they in fact are so serious about a level they've set for themselves,its like felony or something.I don't even think about what I'm gonna write here.........i mean its like i wanna make my fingers worklose those extra calories,or use it as an alibi for not helping my bro with his projects,but then its a constructive lie,i don't think such a thing exists.I feel tired,i mean don't you? sometimes you get tired of doing nothing?or thinking of the same thing.....my brains all bored no inspiration. i meet alot of people everyday,but zilch,nothing no excitement..................FUCK FUCK TIME..........i mean in my brain.

I saw Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na,predictable love story,with loads of songs,nice ones...............and the typical airport climax,i mean i loved it,but i don't expect a guy to run to a girl, break all rules...........i mean i don't know such guy,do you?Do call me if yer one o them......no no i don't wanna date you just wanna interview you,ask you "WHERE DID YOUR BALLS GO TODAY?"............you need balls for that,i mean DAIYYAM!And then my friend sitting next to me went all "I wish i had such a boi,in my life!".........ah god when will girls stop wishing for supermen and "nice guys"...........no I'm one o them too...and i hate myself for wishing that............i mean to think of it world peace can take a hike when you're talking to a heartbroken chick...............its no use....peace in the world has no meaning if she's not at peace with her world........and I'm not so proud to be her....but i cant help it ............and hey i don't piss anyone off,so I'm good.And time flew by...........its 10:19........and i wonder how someone can put his ego aside.................and be nice even though others were rude...........i mean I'm so jealous of that........i have a beeeeeg ego.And its not an asset........HOW HOW HOW????.The past month sucked, i saw Tashan 7 times.........YEAH I WAS SO DESPERATE FOR SOME ACTION,OK no ,i don't mean to sound how i did..but yeah........Soul Plane is kinky.........REAL REAL KINKY.And sometimes yer cousins can turn into sluts...yeah its like a revolution and the youngest of kids can have the biggest of brains.And no matter what you do it takes time to let it go,you just cant rush......you cant rush time and wasting it is a taboo..........TIME wins.........its like don't mess with it,take it seriously.........nice note to end on,and i will go on to a lil hiatus again....WORK..........sigh.

psst-IT crowd's on T.V......ah man eets not all that bad,this life!