The Story I'm In...

Curbside Prophet's Note-ah OK................i was not exactly blank,a little outta touch with, me....its nice coming back TO THIS LITTLE HUMBLE PLACE,called My Blog.so this thing right here is a piece(I'm still very much confused what makes a good song,so piece is all i can call it as of now)is very special to me .i wrote it ages back....so i cant really remember what exactly went on in my brain-shack..........hehehhe............THEN.But i love it.........EETS GOOOOOD TO BE BACK,SMACK THOSE NUTS!

The crazy days,

I'm still dancing in the blue haze,

The nothingness,the laze,

The passing clouds they're just a phase,

I'm scratching my head but I've learnt the worldly ways,

I still yearn for that warm touch and that undivided gaze,

But i wont settle for what my heart says,

Chorus

Its still beautiful where i look,

Another leaf in the same old book,

But this is a nice story to tell,

How she smiled coming back from hell,

Scorched ,but she loved the sin,

Its a nice story ,the story I'm in

The greens have been greener than before,

The greys don't wanna be grey anymore,

Black is so bright,it killed the folklore,

But red still bleeds from ever pore,

When sadness took to remorse and gore,

The world couldn't take it and ended the war,

Hope crept in from the window,when i closed the door,

The sea raged but i reached the shore.

psst-AH............SIGH........AH FUCKETY SHEEETS........now i yam blank........i'm quite bored nowadays.......do comment.....or pick up a fight with me or call me.........AH YEAH COMMENT.......oh i mentioned it........and yeah i'm still not distracted........jdxhchqeheixnh.......k i'm back, spread the word

Passing thoughts,the coulds..........which come back!

HALLO!!!!!
ah OK you smell "hyper"..........yes i yam a little high.....ah OK been low,so now i yam high .life's not all that hazy,clearer,not the best view but hey its pretty............BANG BANG BANG!!!!PUN INTENDED!
sigh...........no this ain't the sad sigh its like the "sigh,the piss is gone,BLISS COMES HERE".......yeah I'm not EXCITED,cause being satisfied is more important I've realized satisfaction stays,excitement goes,catches the early train to the "Down Town".So I'm satisfied......its gonna stay,excited people are easy to bring down ,those wings are weak,cut them off and there goes the bird,hehehhe.........the air smells different,or maybe i feel different,its more welcoming,Thank you to everybody who was there,wont name them........i know who they are,BANG BANG BANG..........the feeling i lost found me again,the feeling of being good to me........to well make me self happy,sorry.........ME..........but we're doing good,we're back in business,we're socialising and loving it..........I'm tired but i like this feeling,i will sleep well,early,like all of you guys do...like satisfied people do.......BANG BANG BANG.........damn i love doing it!
The weather is good,the sun was pissed again,its kinna yellow and miffed,pink would make it good,heheh.......neh I'm not going back from where i came,it was good,but i love missing it........i do have wild thoughts,i go crazy, lose it,think weird stuff.........but then thinking is OK,just passing thoughts.............sometimes they die sometimes they take a U-turn,pass again........its OK I'm 18 I can manage,i learnt my life's major lessons being 17,so 18 is OK........BRING IT ON.........
Hope,its still there lingering,waiting to take over,I still wonder alot,where could it be...........will i crash into it,but hey its all a passing thought they don't play fuck-fuck in my mind anymore.......hehehh.............they just pay a visit,I just acknowledge them.......and they go.......Wishes,do they reach the right address,I always send them..........i hope they do......some did.........WILD ones..........ah wild is always eye-catching hehehheh..........I wished I always do.........i always will.so well I'm living my life like i said,ALWAYS ON MY AGENDA...........plans,neh........they never work for me,rain check?!?!Ah nope none,I'm good,its too much of rethinking,AND I DON'T ADVICE THAT,just think, works,good,doesn't,cry and live it............there is no way out,you have to live it,love it when the evening looks bright and live it even when its a pitch dark night,AH DAMN,whoa,I'm in the mood,just a thought...PASSING THOUGHT,hehheheheh..............music,its always playing it never stops,i just started hearing it again,and i realised it was always there i was probably deaf for a while.....it was sweet then sweet now.........I guess I just felt bitter,BUT I'M GOOD,BANG BANG BANG...........livin it,diggin it!

psst-Look around,you might just spot me,I'm the one with that smile.........yeah its kinna back :)))!

She's green,clean..........she's 18!

I'm 18,so?i can watch porn,so?i never cared bout rules when i was 17 so,porn is past and stupid and smutty........i feel numb no adulthood blues are yet to set in,i still feel the teen GREEN pressure.AND yes i have to smile......so :)))).........OK that does it.Gifts,nep not yet........what do i want........AH.......no I'm not supposed to want it.........one BIG GINORMOUS THANKS TO "buddy boi"..........a.k.a. "kinky boi".....thanks pal,yer a nice old fella.what have i learnt after 18 long happy,bright years...........i made wrong decisions,but i set them wright later.........i made wrong judgements,but we're good,OH WE ARE!I got love and then it went,BUT hope came in,and I'm good.I am witty i realized,never tried to be funny just happened like an untimely pregnancy,hehehhehe.I made friends,some of them are close.............some are there i still see them and they will be there.I got respect from younger gits,felt good.I was praised i worked for it,and it felt fair.I broke hearts,I'M SORRY.I got compliments,i was left speechless,i was criticized .......i was raging inside but then it made a life!I learnt i cant move on easily,but i can try and i'm good at that.......I look back alot.........lived a life.....I guess all i could manage,I mean most people just die trying,I had my 1st crush,1st love,Best friends,secret soceities,FUN,mortifying moments............I have a blog....and today i will thank everybody i can think of,any and everyone , here goes-no particular order,Mum.......YER THE WOMAN!Dad,salaami,akshay,the lil git,vikram b,ass-tralian,massis........YER THE BOMBS,rishab,my 1st guy pal,where ever you are JAH BLESS,shreya,best pal.......FITCH,himani......damn yer always there,dishi.....yer oxygen,sneha....sorry...but i'll get to you,mridi.....i can never hate you for long,dolly,i miss the old you,saloni,you werent there for long but i'll always remember you,apoorva....yer just awefuckinsome.ANT.......prettiest boi EVER......loads to say,so just thanks.SG,my first crush.......and best boi pal!bastab....you were kinna cool.dani.....damn man where are you?yogi.....yer good.anupama thanks for the comment.RAHUL.........uuummm yer great and kinky...CANT THANK YOU ENUFF.Nanny......man yer hot.you started it all.........Punkd bitch....thanks ya.ridhi di...fave sis.akul b.........damn we never fought ya.rohit b........yer a sick lover.gautam b.....sahi ho bhai.kartik....heeheh........yer so real,thanx.shipra.......damn yer still my first BEST pal...heheh.TRASH.....yer more than just that,trust me!ranjan......i dont know...thanx for the wish and well ting ting,lol.MUSIC........you lived my life with me......and yer still playing!I just want wishes,they are bloody important.........and i wish i got that one wish........sigh.........i wont weep..........coz I'M THE BIRTHDAY GIRL,THEY DON'T CRY...........and my BLOG,my life........sigh...........WHOA WHOA WHOA................thanx everybody.............i've ever known...sluts, hoes,dogs,fakers,LIVE IT UP...........SCREAM...BREAK GLASS...KILL BUGS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!i love you,sigh ,said it..........oh that was ME to ME.........she's nice,i like her.............and thats my fave pic,so the others dont get offended.....I LOVE YOU..........ALL..........its my day so my fave pic.I thanked everybody coz well i hope my wishes reach whoever isnt here.........or wont wish me,i know who it is........sigh....I'M HAPPY ,PEOPLE.............and today i will listen to every song which made me feel blue and weird,sway,eve,the apple of my eye,everything.......I HAVE THE BALLS TO!OK that was stupid............I'LL live my life cause i'll be dead sometime not too soon,but i will so i shall live it the best way possible............ZATS ALL FOLKS.............but this aint the last of me you've seen here........i own this thing!

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I Guess

Curbside Prophet's Note-AH,OK this one right here,is the product of a series of questions i asked myself,well sometimes you just question yourself cause answers and getting them is a tough thing to do.The piece(i guess its more like a song) below is a little sarcastic,not forced sarcasm just came out like that.There is one person who can answer them all but then who knows where that person is.Maybe I do know,I guess.......

The lemon made it bitter,i guess
The wind made the mess,I guess
The sun burnt me ,I guess
It wasn't you
The days grew shorter,I guess
The nights grew brighter,I guess
The moon went home so soon,I guess
That I lost you

CHORUS
"It wasn't me" you said
You just smiled and went to bed
I doubt,but i guess I'm still not dead
If I still spin in your head
You know,its true

The last word wasnt goodbye,I guess
The earth let out a sigh,I guess
The rain made me cry,I guess
It wasn't you
The music was loud,I guess
The love hid behind a cloud,I guess
What was weak was the vow,I guess
That I lost you

CHORUS
"It wasn't me" you said
You just smiled and went to bed
I doubt,but i guess I'm still not dead
If I still spin in your head
You know,its true


I wrote you a song,I know
The pain isn't so sweet,I know
There are broken pieces around,I know
Don't you?
My heart won't change its mind,I know
The world is still slow,I know
Its lost its glow,I know
Don't you?

CHORUS
"It wasn't me" you said
You just smiled and went to bed
I doubt,but i guess I'm still not dead
If I still spin in your head
You know,its true


psst-I dont know what sucks,but questions do.......they play fuck-fuck in my brain........monkey crap!