Passing thoughts,the coulds..........which come back!

HALLO!!!!!
ah OK you smell "hyper"..........yes i yam a little high.....ah OK been low,so now i yam high .life's not all that hazy,clearer,not the best view but hey its pretty............BANG BANG BANG!!!!PUN INTENDED!
sigh...........no this ain't the sad sigh its like the "sigh,the piss is gone,BLISS COMES HERE".......yeah I'm not EXCITED,cause being satisfied is more important I've realized satisfaction stays,excitement goes,catches the early train to the "Down Town".So I'm satisfied......its gonna stay,excited people are easy to bring down ,those wings are weak,cut them off and there goes the bird,hehehhe.........the air smells different,or maybe i feel different,its more welcoming,Thank you to everybody who was there,wont name them........i know who they are,BANG BANG BANG..........the feeling i lost found me again,the feeling of being good to me........to well make me self happy,sorry.........ME..........but we're doing good,we're back in business,we're socialising and loving it..........I'm tired but i like this feeling,i will sleep well,early,like all of you guys do...like satisfied people do.......BANG BANG BANG.........damn i love doing it!
The weather is good,the sun was pissed again,its kinna yellow and miffed,pink would make it good,heheh.......neh I'm not going back from where i came,it was good,but i love missing it........i do have wild thoughts,i go crazy, lose it,think weird stuff.........but then thinking is OK,just passing thoughts.............sometimes they die sometimes they take a U-turn,pass again........its OK I'm 18 I can manage,i learnt my life's major lessons being 17,so 18 is OK........BRING IT ON.........
Hope,its still there lingering,waiting to take over,I still wonder alot,where could it be...........will i crash into it,but hey its all a passing thought they don't play fuck-fuck in my mind anymore.......hehehh.............they just pay a visit,I just acknowledge them.......and they go.......Wishes,do they reach the right address,I always send them..........i hope they do......some did.........WILD ones..........ah wild is always eye-catching hehehheh..........I wished I always do.........i always will.so well I'm living my life like i said,ALWAYS ON MY AGENDA...........plans,neh........they never work for me,rain check?!?!Ah nope none,I'm good,its too much of rethinking,AND I DON'T ADVICE THAT,just think, works,good,doesn't,cry and live it............there is no way out,you have to live it,love it when the evening looks bright and live it even when its a pitch dark night,AH DAMN,whoa,I'm in the mood,just a thought...PASSING THOUGHT,hehheheheh..............music,its always playing it never stops,i just started hearing it again,and i realised it was always there i was probably deaf for a while.....it was sweet then sweet now.........I guess I just felt bitter,BUT I'M GOOD,BANG BANG BANG...........livin it,diggin it!

psst-Look around,you might just spot me,I'm the one with that smile.........yeah its kinna back :)))!