Random(dont take it lightly)

ah........OK day 3.......of i really don't know what...but sounds cool.......like some real mysterious blogger...on some godforsaken mission.But aren't we all,on some kinna "mission".seriously we are,"no carbs today,I've to wear that dress for my date",or,"ah not more than 1hr on the phone,or wait 2hrs i guess".A little stupid but missions they are,sometimes too hard to follow but we are still hell-bent to make them work."By the end of this month that chick is mine!",a jerk proclaims........and well gets down to work,the plan,the resources,the execution.......and the "I'M GONNA GET HER" spirit.Then somewhere a egghead goes"I'm gonna beat them all in the SATs!".......these might not be like the ultra cool and well a little gay "missions" of 007 or Austin powers,but you have no idea what we teenagers go through to em work!sometimes sleepless nights,starvation,apprehension.....and shiploads of planning!Someones trying to quit smoking,someones trying to quit a clingy boyfriend....and someone is trying to quite life.Don't all of us wake up with something on our mind,the leftover garb of last nights fight,or the memory of some abrupt meeting with that "fair" boy.What did you wake with today?or with whom?........i DON'T mean in the smutty sense......i mean that someone on your mind.I know all o you did.So its no use denying........its hard to wake up with yourself alone,all intact,preserved.Either its a friend who left you,or Paul Walker or Jack White with his guitar........."YOU think too much".....yeah i do........its hard not to think about the possibilities,the positive side,the negative aftermath..........there is so much to be prepared for!Sigh......"teenagers scare the shit outta me",sure they do.....i scare myself sometimes..........and especially the mission I'm on.........shoving a big trash bag of something i loved into this tiny room...........its hard to just run from something you once ran after!And people say teenagers are morons........we actually are super humans..........we are at that point of our lives where we can make things happen.............and well destroy a whole lot of them.Just a sincere request.....i don't know what your next day will be like........though i hope you wake up with that "someone" on your mind.........who's mind you've been haunting,THATS fair.JAH BLESS.......GREEN TEENS!